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I sound like a freak in all my journal entries. They were all written two years ago but still... it's like reading any old journal, there's no way to ignore how stupid it all sounds! Anyway I really don't have anything else to say but why can't I change my mood? my computer's pretty stupid sometimes... I feel kind of stupid because I'm wondering if anybody will actually read this and I'm thinking, no probably not!

ok, now i am officially done with the outline, with no major screw-ups, so it's all good. THe only problem is that i still havent written an essay that's due and a couple other things i have due soon x.x ah well, i hope it turns out ok once i get some decent but unexpensive colored pencils... ack so, that's about all that i had in mind to take note of so, yah. nothing else interesting has happened in one day, so farewell! :P

so right now im taking a break from sketching the outline of this other flower (again, relying heavily on my reference pic, but oh well) :lol: and i hope it turns out well. i only have crayola colored pencils, so the plan is to sketch it in pencil for now w/out shading then ill try to outline it again and shade it in with charcoal pencils that my grandma gave me a year or two back... i hope it turns out ok, i've tried to draw one off the same reference before but it turned out being crap so i think i threw it away... :XD: anyway, ive got all my homework done, so i should have the rest of the night (until one of the science teachers at my sch